*MY* life. *NOT* yours or my careless entitled mom's.

i say i like living here as opposed to the subsidized shithole in burnsville because i can actually get more work experience because in burnsville, employers didn't wanna hire someone who lived in burnsville which was typically at least 25-30 minutes away from the jobs but there still weren't that many who actually contacted me on indeed when i lived there because they didn't want workers who lived that far away from work. amanda and my mom are more than likely saying, "WORK?! WHY'S SHE WANT TO WORK WHEN SHE BASICALLY GETS PAID TO WORK OUT AT COURAGE KENNY!" did you guys ever attend courage kenny WITH me to see how they treated me and everything they supposedly "helped" me with?! NO?! DIDN'T THINK SO, SMART ASSES. i only started making progress after i started working with tram holloway and his ARP therapy. i started working with him because my grandma got annoyed with me complaining about not getting anything done and wasting my life at courage kenny- so she found tram holloway and he started working with me and hooked me up to his ARP machines. i remember him telling my grandma he'd have me outta my wheelchair and she just rolled her eyes and said, "yeah, ok." he DID get me outta my wheelchair- i don't remember exactly how long it took but it was shorter than when i started working at stupid courage kenny. amanda- tell me HONESTLY, would YOU want to live the rest of your life depending on other people to make sure you're safe ambulatory and haul your ass to a place where they DON'T give you the opportunity to progress or show your potential? they just shove you on some machine that you push and pull your arms and legs forward and backward while sitting and calling it "helpful"?! all your fucking life and have people laugh at you for having goals that are inconvenient for your supposed sorry ass excuse of "support"? you're lying if you said you wouldn't mind because i heard you and your husband laughing at people who don't work and get paid by the government to do nothing. then you guys spoke about how minnesota was the "best for social security" and how all the foreigners come from other states so they don't have to work but still get paid. LOOK AT ALL THAT "CARE" AND "SUPPORT" FROM FAMILY MEMBERS I GET! the only reason why you want me to go back to courage kenny is because your husband's sister is a physical therapist-miserable person who takes advantage of unadvocated, vulnerable adults for courage kenny. YOU NEVER GAVE A SHIT WHEN I WAS GOING THERE BEFORE. I HAVE PROOF OF IT ON FACEBOOK IF FELON MUSKRAT KEPT IT UP THERE. i'll never fucking make anything of myself if people continue to ignore everything i've ALREADY done. so i'll just stick to trying to make a life of MY OWN since they just try to take advantage of vulnerable adults through gaslighting since i don't have advocacy anymore which actually cares about what I want for MY LIFE. doesn't it make sense for you to be supportive of what I want because I am the one who has to live with the consequences of MY life?! that's just if you actually care about me of course. NOT what's more convenient and beneficial for YOU.